Thursday, October 9, 2008

life...backwards????

LIFE...it wasnt all that easy...was it???
it took away everthing you had...things you had to offer and even things you werent ready to part with..bt had to....it gave in its cycle,.. things you never expected...or thought were not even possible.....wouldnt it be great if you could go across this life in a new a dimension....live it  backwards may be....
wish i could die first... get it out of the way. 
then live the next twenty years in an old age home...(if i'm destined a life that long...hope not...just keeping the options open)...
then get kicked out when you are too young to stay....get a gold watch, you go to work.
work for the next fourty years (sheesh...) ..hope then i'm young enough for a retirement....
get to A college..(finally...a relief).....party till you can get into a high school...shead off the work load....n you are a little kid back in those dainty little chairs of school....sketching and painting...n learning geometry....you shrink even more....now u r almost free....free from the cares of the world....
no body cares if you look at the world n you cant get any thing...or even figure out if your feet are pointing right....now you are small ..small enough so that the world rejoices when you say your first words...or take your first steps.....you fumble....you kick up a racous.....yours the world ...n you are the king.....its time to face the darkness....when you spend your last nine months floating...with no sence of anything that went by...and last...finish off as A GLEAM IN SOMEONE'S EYE!!!